Showing posts with label Progress. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Progress. Show all posts

I'm back!!

Well, actually I've been back since Nov 30th, but I wanted to make sure it was going to stick before jumping on the bandwagon again.

Man, 2012 was a HARD year for me. Not only did my weightloss completely STOP but I found out that I have anemia and spondylolthesis - a pretty severe back condition. Then . . . I was told that I shouldn't do any load bearing squats because my spine could slip further. So it was basically quit Crossfit or have surgery where my spine would be fused together and breaking it would mean I would be paralyzed.

Those 3 things combined totally messed me up. They took their toll. After months of fighting, I just had to stop. It felt like I was pushing, pulling, fighting, doing everything in my power mentally, physically, and emotionally and things were either not budging, or getting worse. I truly needed a break.

So since Nov 30th I've been slowly implementing one change on top of the other, & now, I'm doing Jillian Micheal's Body revolution and . . . I BROKE THROUGH MY PLATEAU!! When I got on the scale I was in shock haha. I still don't think it's really set in. : )

My backs a little tweaky so I'm babying it and icing it, hoping to be back in the swing of things in a day or two: don't freak out over things you can't control - it all adds up in the end. A 93% and a 100% both = an A ; ) (at least at Akron University.)


God's Perspective on Fitness (in a way)

Posted by Clare@peak313 in Featured, Spiritual | 5 Comments
My Christmas Wish For You





I wish I could tell you that eating cookies, candy and chips would have no affect on our bodies.
But they do.
I wish I could tell you that not moving our bodies and challenging our muscles would have no bearing on the scale.
But it does.
I wish that I could tell you that filling our bodies with empty calories and non-nutritious (yet yummy) foods would give us endless amounts of energy.
But they don’t.
I wish I could tell you that instead of our body breaking down little by little as we age, it gets better and better.
But it doesn’t.
♥♥♥
You see. So many of us aren’t accepting the reality of the situation. It’s not my wish that we would have to discipline ourselves daily, activate self-control and work hard to keep our bodies and health in check. God has designed our bodies this way on purpose. Have you stopped to think why that is?
God is asking us to allow Him in, every day, in every area of life. He wants us to use HIM as our fulfiller of desires. He wants us to cry to HIM when our hearts cry for food. He wants us to ask HIM for the daily self-control needed to battle every day issues.
In this season, we are reminded of a beautiful thing.
God With Us.
We have been given a gift. A Spirit and Presence that lives inside of us.
God with Us.
He resides in these deteriorating bodies.
God with Us.
He resides in us whether overweight or not. He resides in us when we aren’t residing in Him.
God with Us.
My Christmas wish for you is this: That you would accept the beautiful challenge God has given us to steward these wonderful houses where our spirit resides. And that instead of constantly fighting and rejecting the notion that we have to work, that we embrace it fully with the energy, vigor and focus that God has given us. Ask yourself, “how can I present my life and body as a gift to the one who is with me always?”

How do I say this? - IT'S ON.

Last Friday, after some article reading and contemplation, Nate and I decided that my body MIGHT need a break. I say might because it's truly a shot in the dark. However, after almost a year of loosing weight, we were reading that my body may be slowing metabolically, so upping the cals/carbs could help. I was so excited! Deciding that I could eat what I want and not feel guilty becaues it's "good for me"/"What I needed" :D More than anything, I was excited about the mental break from it.


Don't get me wrong. The focus of my break wasn't anti-primal, it was more just like adding nuts, sweet potatoes, and fruit. Thanksgiving break means I've had grain, but it's not something I'm going to buy so it'll be pretty in consistent.

The problem is that a few days after getting to have these things I'm kind of "meh" to it. I mean, I love getting to eat that way, but I'd RATHER do really well at CF, up my performance, feel good about how I look and feel. It's like I thought restricting myself was so sucky. Like I had all of these chains holding me back from the foods I wanted to eat and the feelings i wanted to have - the freedom. But now I'm seeing it more like the laid-back "free" way of eating that I want is the chain. Holding me back from the person and athlete I want to be. And eating this way is the path to getting there; CF is the vehicle that makes it faster and better.

I've been feeling kind of stupid for thinking I could compete in the Garage Games.

But I can't control that outcome. So instead of thinking about it, I'll give my workouts all I've got.

I've been trying to look up stories about athletes who could resonate with me: started out as a couch potato, but decided to go for it and succeeded. Something to inspire me the way Payson (Make It or Break It) is inspired by her reading. But . . . so far not so good. So I'll keep looking. but I'm also thinking I'm going to have to write my own inspirational story, with my life.

So basically, I want this life. I'm not sure about the details just yet, and I think that's ok. I want this to sink in, I want to pray and find the best way, God's way for me, that I should do to get there. But I'm wanting it. And I'm deciding the path to get there is worth it. I'm getting ready to tackle the 2nd half of my recovery. & I'm really happy about it.. :)

Momentum and Perspectives (An Update)

Just to check in:


-Momentum-
The more I turn down "cheats" the easier it's getting.
-Popcorn at SSWL after 21 hrs of fasting . . .
-Steak Fries while out with Hannah
-Halloween candy given out by 3 teachers so far. . .
-Shari's Berday: Pizza (OMG!), chips, strawberry cake w/ vanilla frosting, oreo and waffle cone ice cream.

It's not like I didn't go craZy on it and eat a ton - Like usual when I consider something a "special" time out or occasion - I mean I didn't even taste it! Holy smokes! Why? What's changed?

1. I feel like I have a better view of my goals. I want to get there, and I see those foods as holding me back.
2. I'm seeing results from Crossfit and eating right (+ Nate's and other ppl's comments) and it's motivation to keep it going.
3. I tell myself that stuff'll still be there when I'm done.
4. Because of how my tastes have changed, I'm starting to not like really sugary things. I feel like it takes a way from the treat and could be SO MUCH BETTER if Nate and I made a paleo friendly version ourselves.
5. Momentum. As I say "no" to one, and then the next I get stronger for the next time. It gets easier and it comes to the point where it's no longer a struggle, or a debate with myself on rationalization or justification . . . but simply a "No, I'm good." :) I'm so happy.
*Something to consider. Vegetarians don't say "O I guess I'll have a burger just this once. I've been so good and everyone else is." Not saying I'll never eat bad stuff again, just saying this is something I want to think on more.


Either way, I'm so happy/proud of myself.
6. The more I stay strict the more having nuts or fruit becomes a treat. Along with taste, I think a big part of cheating is the "O my gosh yay!" feeling I get when thinking about or eating things I haven't in a while. It's special. So now that nuts and fruit have been no-no's, they're much healthier options to replace the other foods I used to eat. It's cool.

-Perspectives-
Today's WOD went well.
& ended up with me crying in my car.

All Hallow's Heave
10 Rounds

run 500m each round (a 5k all together) then,
odd- 10 pull ups, 10 push ups
even - 10 sit ups, 10 KB swings
My Time: 48:47.

Pretty much Even though I felt I gave it good effort and I upped my KB to 30lbs and went through my pull ups (on green band) super fast - I felt like I wasn't doing enough. I wasn't pushing as much as I could have or challenging myself. Granted, my hands were shaking while trying to write down my WOD but I blamed that on the cold. All I could see was that I was one of the last people to finish and that I should have done more.
This has been bothering me because I feel like I up
my lbs and try to keep momentum when I'm at the box. Should I up my weight more? Should I not rest at all and go as fast as possible? Am I already trying, but not hard enough?

Seriously, these thought's plague me while working out. It's getting really ridiculous and actually sucking all the fun out of this sport I've been loving up until the past few weeks.

Nate made me feel a lot better - consoling me in the car, helping me put things into perspective:
1. I am way too critical of myself.
2. The mind games should stop - I'm making huge progress in the gym - so let that speak for itself.
3. I came. I'm not sitting on the couch and sleeping in like I could have been; like I used to.

So basically, it's going well!! Could it be better? Maybe. But if I'm continuing to up my weights and push myself (aka, there's a di
fference between slacking and resting - haha I need to breathe!) then it's ok if my gradual progress isn't as steep as it could be or someone else's because it's still increasing. It's still going up - I'm not wasting my time. I'm getting better. I'm getting there. Just got to keep it up.

Some Progress to speak of:
1. Nate went to kiss me last night
and in an embrace he was like "Whoa! Your arm is hard" :D Felt great :D
2. My body comp is totally changing. Even if the scale isn't my friend right now, I look in the mirror and can't deny that I'm really enjoying what I see. Plus, comments from friends and family help so much. It's awesome to hear.
3. My thigh muscles! It's weird to look down and see them coming out, or to squeeze them and feel the hardness.
4. I saw this picture of my face taken last year around Dec/November where I look like Theodore from Alvin and the Chipmunks and also one that was taken recently.




































So there I have it. And that second pic was taken a month ago. ; ) God, thank You for this gift. Teach me to appreciate this time and rejoice in You and my progress and fuhgetabout the rest. Show me how to love myself as I love You.

Top 5 Paleo Diet Mistakes

Top 5 Most Common Paleo Weight Loss Mistakes

Paleo is an amazing lifestyle that can help you to regain your natural shape. Primal food plans are elimination diets that lower inflammation by removing irritating foods that will help your body promote it's own healing and weight loss. As a nutritionist I see a lot of people who try do Paleo their own way and sometime they stall in their weight loss efforts. Let me preface by saying that I am assuming you are 100% gluten free. To me there is no 80/20 policy on this issue because one slip up can flare up the immune system and undo much of your progress. Since most people who are going Paleo have health challenges in the first place, gluten is a non-negotiable irritating food that must be eliminated. If you don't believe me read more here about gluten and why it should be avoided.


1. Eating too many nuts
Most nuts are high in Omega 6. One thing we are trying to do on Paleo is get our ratio of Omega 6 and Omega 3 in balance. According to Dr. Mercola a 4/1 or even a 2/1 ratio of Omega 6 to Omega 3 would be optimal for reducing inflammation and preventing disease. Inflammation and weight gain go hand in hand, like a chicken or the egg situation. Visceral belly fat even can even make it's own inflammatory chemicals. If you lower inflammation from too much Omega 6 oils (canola, corn, soybean, and too many nuts) and allergenic foods (wheat, soy, and most dairy) you should lose weight. If you do choose to eat nuts I would recommend the Robb Wolf's way of cracking and shelling them yourself . A serving of nuts is 1/4 cup, which is what I recommend for my weight loss clients to keep omega 6 and portions in check.


2. Eating too much fruit
Fruit has amazing antioxidants, fiber and phytonutrients, but it also has a lot of sugar which can make you overeat. The fruit of today also does not resemble the fruit of ancient times. It has been hybridized to be very large and sweet. Think about if you ever saw a berry bush in the woods, does that fruit look anything like the huge overgrown fruit at the supermarket? Also there is the issue of fructose, a controversial topic. It has been shown to exacerbate cancer, diabetes and Alzheimer's according in many studies and articles. So when you are choosing to eat fruit keep your portions small such as 1 cup of berries or 1/4 of a melon. It is ideal to eat fruit post workout with a meal. Never eat fruit alone without fat or protein because it will cause too much of a blood sugar spike and make you hungry.


3. Eating skinless chicken breasts
Thinking back on how many hundreds of shoe leather, hockey puck chicken breasts I have choked down in my life does not give me the warm fuzzies. Those days are over, thanks heavens. I grew up during the 90's when fat free marinara sauce and No Yolks noodles were all the rage. Then after college I was on a high carb, low fat diet for 10 years but thankfully I survived. Now I have learned that saturated fats from meat are crucial for satiety and health. Saturated fats are so important that the body actually turns carbs into fat for energy regulation and hormone production. Which means that if you don't eat fat from meat, you will crave carbs constantly. Many times clients come to me with their food journals and I see white chicken over and over. This misconception comes from Paleo diet books that instruct people to eat lean protein. These diet book are usually assuming the reader is eating conventional factory farmed meat that is full of toxins, hormones, and antibiotics, which means trimming the fat is a good idea. But ideally people are eating grass fed meats which are already leaner than their corn fed counter parts. The CLA in the fat of grass fed animals has been shown in many studies to help people lose weight, so eat up! Also organic animals will be free of antibiotics and pesticides which promote estrogen mimickers that can increase fat storage in humans. If you shop from a farmers market or get to know a local farmer you can also get great discounts. Trader Joe's and Costco have organic and grass fed animals at reasonable prices. So buy pastured and organic animals as much as you can. Then eat the fat and enjoy!


4. Using olive oil as a main source of fat
Olive oil is a monounsaturated fat which is a longer chain fat that resembles our own body fat stores. Olive oil is also not safe for heating because it has a low smoke point and can easily oxidize causing free radicals. I would rather see my clients eating Grass Fed butter and coconut oil. Grass Fed butter contains lecithin and Conjugated Linoleic Acid both of which support fat burning and muscle development. Vitamin A in butter is essential for a proper functioning thyroid gland which is a main regulator of body fat. Coconut oil is full of medium chain fatty acids which are used by the body for quick energy and are not stored as adipose tissue. Coconut oil is a very stable fat for cooking that even reduces belly fat. If you want to know more about how coconut oil can help you lose weight click here.


5. Dairy Delusion
Dairy has good and bad properties. We could argue about this all day long and they did at the recent AHS #11. Pasteurized milk has little benefit and there is more calcium in leafy greens than you will from dead overheated dairy products. In contrast raw milk and cheese have amazing vitamins like Vitamin K2 which may be a missing link to why traditional cultures were so healthy. I do think raw milk is a superfood but what I usually see is people overeating conventional dairy and then wondering why they are not losing weight. Dairy is a common allergen so I think most people should eliminate it for 2 weeks just make sure they don't have any sensitivity (mucus, brain fog, gas, bloating, diarrhea) reactions. One other thing about milk is that it contains a protein called Casomorphin which can have and opioid effect on the brain. If you find that you can't put down the raw cheese or you guzzle a pint of raw milk in one slurp this may mean you are sensitive to milk and should approach it with caution.

I CAN do this!!

I just got done looking through Crystal Nelson's profile pictures and it was soo good for me. Yes I want to look like her - that would be awesome. But one more than that . . . WHAT if I could preform like her? Pullups, Rings, etc.

It's good to do that stuff you know. As long as you remind yourself that she had to work for it too. Some ppl are just naturally skinny. NO ONE is natrually fit. If they are strong - they worked for it. Which is comforting.

Like I said this morning, I want it too fast.

I keep having to remind myself that I'm undoing 20 years of treating my body badly.

It's just not fair to pressure myself with "dates" or calenders of WHEN I hope to be a certian weight.

  • This takes time.
  • It takes investment.
  • It takes perserverance and self-control.

I need to focus on being strong and fit and trust that the body will follow after that.

I'm done with the scale making or breaking my day. It shouldn't be my life.

No, Fitness is my hobby and Christ is my Life.

I'm really excited about this because I'm looking forward to fitness being my hobby. I think it's cool to be into Paleo and Crossfit and try to get others into it too. But being ok if they say no because I know that my family will do it and it's what's best for Nate and me and our future Nater-Tots.

  • Overeating isn't healthy.
  • Not being active is not healthy.
  • Eating the wrong things is not healthy.

I've got to come to distain these things.

  1. Eating to fuel my body and preformance in life and the gym will glorify God.
  2. Giving my best in the gym and being happy with that will glorify God.
  3. Choosing to eat the foods that won't damage my body or mood (except here and there) will glorify God.

Obsessing over the scale and my inches will not.

I need to love these things.

Time to challenge myself and be patient with the results. If I'm doing what I should be doing - I'm right where I'm supposed to be.

MORGAN }|{

"We eat to live, not live to eat

Living for Christ, our struggles at His feet."

Ahhhh!

Man I am so happy today.


After suffering all summer the week before school, everything starts look up :D

So Nate just measured me and I'm a size 8? Huh what? I really can't believe it so I'm trying not to haha. It's just my friends looks so much smaller than me so . . . I don't know. But we measured 3 times can according to the national site I've been using since december - it is true. So I won't spoil it by thinking about it too hard, and I won't gloat about it either - . . . just in case. At least for now.

Yesterday I also weighed at the lowest weight I can remember since I was 16 and went on a craZy diet and excersied all the time. Man, this feels great. :D So so so happy.

Biggest thing this week: Eating for the glory of God. It's been really important to me to stop eating when I feel it would displease God and only eat when I feel it would please Him. Aka, when I'm hungry/when I not hungry - aka not completely stuffed. Haha. Common sense right? Well, not for me. However yesterday at a beach outing I really pushed the limits . . . :( One day at a time thought. Jesus sees me trying :)

Did I mention that I'm So happy :D

Nate reminded me that Crossfit said it would take about 6 weeks - well, tomorrow is the 1st day of our 6th week ; )

Highs and Lows

it's craZy how you can have such a bad day and then such a good one.

Wednesday:
34 push ups
34 sit ups
34 burpees
77 air squats

I was so dead, wanted to cry and quit, toby and steph did the last part of my squats with me :( Which was very nice of them :)

Friday:
27 dead lifts (just bar, 33lbs)
1 mile run
27 box hops
800 m run
27 kb swings
400 m run
in 28 min :D Felt good afterward too :)

I think the difference is 1) W's was HARD. Even though it was only body weight, that was a LOT of reps. The running today was rough but I think what made a big difference was that it's a make up day so I only had Tammy and Clair doing it with me- so it was ok to be the last one. I didn't compare myself by too much and I was keeping up pretty well so the fear of them having to keep the gym open for me wasn't an issue.

Basically, it's cool. It's a reason to keep going, keep fighting.

And now I'm watching the Crossfit games :) Dreaming of the day I could climb a rope or do a walking handstand. <3 <3 it's the little things.

Morgan

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Rewards :)

* - New Scarf! - 2/11/11


& - New Bag!! 3/20/11

^ - Fanny Pack - 5/18/11














% - Leopard Key Keeper - 8/20/11




















$ - Phone Covers? - ?/?/11

# - Hot Necklace/Earings - ?/?/11

@ - New Clothes? - ?/?/?

An Update

I know I haven't commented on my progress in a while, but I promised I haven't quit! Today is my 2 month mark of working out :D I started eating right 3 months ago :)

So I thought I'd share what's up :D

Since December 10th I've lost
4.5" in my waist
2.75" in my hips
2.5" in my thighs
.75" in my arms
4.75" in my chest/back
3.25" in my pudge since January 23rd
and 21 lbs all together.

I'm not sure this comapares with other girls, but for me, it's pretty awesome. More than the overall, I'm just excited to see a change each time Nate measures me. Thank goodness because I don't see any changes when I look in the mirror. I "think" I look slimmer, and my belt has moved 2 notches, but numbers are concrete and I need that. I'm hoping that I'm at the half-way point of people noticing a change. Maybe they'll see it at 30 lbs, HOPEFULLY 40!!?! Good grief, if I don't see a change after 40 lbs I'll cry. And after that, it's the last 20 till I'm in the "ideal" category for my body compisition according to Akron's Rec center. I can't wait to go in in May and see the changes on paper!! It'll be so cool. Especially knowing my diet was FULL of FAT!! Take that, conventional "wisdom"! ;D

I'm going to have Nate take a pic of me tonight in the clothes I wore 2 months ago, I'm hoping that we'll beable to pick out changes, but I'm not really expecting anything. That's ok, it'll fuel the next 10-20 which will be cool since that's how much is left till I reach my goal before our cruise! Yip Yip!

Joint Mobility

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YES!!

I broke through my first of 3 (ultimately 6) milestones and I DEFINITELY want to celebrate this!!

It feels so good :) I was freaking out. I wanted to hit it yesterday, the 10th, because that would have been a month. Unfortunately, I didn't make it. I was upset. It bummed me out. Granted, I was experiencing womanhood and feeling sick so I took a rest day yesterday. Well, I know it might not be as easy in the future, but I SO needed this. I feel so happy about it. I just keep repeating my weight in my head thinking "I'm . . ." :D (Yeah, there's no way you're gettin' numbers out of me ;p )

Well, right now I'm watching the biggest loser, then heading to Akron for a walk, then GNC to run around with 1st graders and teach them about Jesus <3

Then surprising Nate with a dinner he's been wanting, but I've been putting off. I'm very excited about today.

But I really can't wait for my first reward: Buying anything I want from 5 Below!!!

Rewards for Milestones!!!

Mile Stones/Deadline/Reward/Date Accomplished:

* Breaking into the next lower decade: 2/7/11 A 5 and Below by ANYTHING (one thing) I want :)
-2/11/11

& The Decade after that: 3/14/10 Another 5 and below day :D
-3/20/11

^ The Decade after that: 4/18/10 Hot Purse ; )
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PART TWO

% The Decade after that: TBA Boxing gear??

$ The Decade after that: TBA Spa day!!

# My Goal: TBA New Wardrobe! :D

Focus - Week 3

This week I'm going to continue walking for an hour M-Th.

Tuesday = I. F. till I get home from SSM at around 6:30/7.
M/W = 15 burpees
T/Th = 4 essencials

I hope to do Tabata sprints on either Friday (if Nate gets home soon enough) or Sunday. Hopefully we can go sledding with Amy and Alex on Saturday :) which would count for play :) O and I really want to play DDR sometime this week.

I'm going to continue eating the way I have been. I think I should be more strict on snacking and eating for pleasure. Eating should be pleasurable, but it shouldn't be my source of it. Make sense?

I'm going to try to get something in my stomach each morning followed by a fish oil pill. Eat a biggish yummy veggie filled lunch and have a light dinner (meat and veggie + fat source) at night followed by a second fish pill.

Now for the big change: I haven't been going to the bathroom as regularly as I'd like so I researched it on MDA. He said that milk and cheese can act like intestinal cement. Which makes sense because cheese is so solid. I'm not sure how much sour cream factors in, but I don't care. I'll be mind full, but that says. Along with no milk (once our new one is gone) and cheese in things that deserve cheese. Not just sprinkling it on everything because I love it.

I'm hoping that will keep things going. Milk has a lot of carbs/sugar which is weird. But I am found of it. I've been trying to mentally prepare myself for it but Nate and I have thought about cutting our Milk intake a few weeks ago which lead to my first milk-less waffle breakfast. It wasn't "as good" but it was ok.

Crap, I'm supposed to do burpees! Later!

Reevaluating my Part One

W.I. number 3 is the week before my sister's baby shower. Feb 26th. Big weekend. 1) I'm hoping there will be noticeable change (accompanied by compliments from friends and family :D). It will have been over a month so I think that's enough time. We'll have to see. :) 2) My 1st Assesment. the reason I've place Assesments over Weigh Ins (they're basically the same since I'm not going to Akron for a REAL assesment until May/June) is because I wanted a good marker to truely judge my progress. The weights can vary widly because they're only 2 wks apart.


My Assesments will be the last Weekend of each month
0. Jan 30 - (3 wks - freebee);
1. Feb 27 (7 wks); 
2. March 27 (11 wks); 
3. April 24 (15 wks);
4. May 21 (19 wks)

Nate and I leave on the 21st for our anniversary and so i thought that was a good "Part One" for this chapter ; ) I think I might get my assessment before I leave too - that way I don't have to freak about what I'm eating on the cruise. 

20 wks is a long time. I cringe at the idea of striving so long and hard for something that might not pay off. But the way my mom puts it is: "you've got to live those [20 wks] anyway." True. And hopefully, I'll be happier and healthier - and able to keep up with Nate.

This is as far as I'm allowing my vision to go. The summer is going to drastically change routine so I'll wait till I get back from the cruise to plan it out. There are a ton of variables and so much could change that I think I'd drive myself crazy. So instead, I'm taking these next 18 wks - one week at a time. :)

1st Weigh In Results!

Ok, I know this was supposed to happen on Friday but . . . it didn't.

lol seriously, I think it's better this way. I was thinking if I did it on Friday morning it would give me motivation to keep it up over the weekend. However, I think if I have to wait till Sunday night, I'll stick to it better because I won't want to loose all my progress right before D-Day.

So Sunday nights; bi-weekly. :)

Since Monday, 1/10/11 I lost 4 lbs! Which means overall 11 (Since 12/11/10) :)

As far as inches go, we're not completely sure. See, the measuring tape we used last time was too small to measure accurately so some things were off. But Nate measured me and took pics again so next week should be more promising in terms of measurements because we know "where" to measure and I have pink measuring tape just for tracking W.L.

Anticipating "real" results on the 6th is really motivating me to keep it up.

Tomorrow!

Well tomorrow is my 2nd weigh in. I've gone strong so far. We'll see.

Still I've peaked my scale and my weight has fluxuated between 3 lbs all week. Incredibly frustrating. ;/

I know I'm not supposed to make it about the scale, but that's  really hard!
Hopefully my inches will speak louder than the number staring at me from the floor.

My mom's starting soon! I'm so happy to have someone to be in this with!!

Yesterday and Today

Yesterday was my berday and things went really well. With the exception of Nate ordering a large popcorn at the movies. It was pretty hard to resist and I definintely ate more than I should have.

But . . . I did my 1st Tabata Sprint! It went . . . Well? I don't know how high it would have ranked but I did it ok ;p

Today went well too. My body was feelin' it after those sprints but I still walked an hour and even did my 4 essensicals! :D :D

To say the least I'm feeling it. This all better pay off ; )

My 1st Weekend

It's Sunday night and as my first weekend comes to a close I think I should recap of the past few days. . .

Friday
Nate was off work and I started out by going to the Chrio. Then we went to Solon to meet up with Mrs. Simpson for my birthday lunch and, suprisingly, I think I did really well :) I ate a few samples that I could have left where they were but it was small and killed my curiosity, so I'm ok with it. :)

Saturday
Yesterday we had almond flour pancakes. Thank God. They totally kept us full enough because I thought eating at our christmas party would happen at 2 or 3 and it didn't happen until like 6:30, which wasn't a big deal because Nate and I don't struggle with sugar.

Also, when given a sugar thing I was really suprised at how sugary I thought it was. Not only that, but over the course of 10hrs, with a tray of SO many christmas goodies and cookies I only had 2 buckeyes, 1 1/2 peanut butter fudge cube and a half a oreo. 1st off, that's amazing for me. 2ndly, the 1st buckey and 1/2 of a peanut butter cube were yummy, but the rest just didn't seem worth it. I think that's an important place to get to: content. I didn't eat like craZy. If I didn't eat them, I would have REALLY wanted to. Thought about it later. Felt deprived. And the next time I came in contact with anything similar I would have shoved my face and regreted it later. Now I can walk away with a "ehh" feeling and keep that in my back pocket the next time  I try to convince myself that it's "worth it." :)

Sunday
Today Nater and I had a salmon/bacon/avocado salad and later had steak and Brussel sprouts for dinner. We didn't "work out" but we rearranged the basement so we were moderately active and got something done at the same time. :)


I'm feeling good about my 2nd weigh-in on Friday! Tomorrow Nate and I are going to Ruby Tuesdays for my berday and then we're supposed to do something active to make up for me not being at the Rec 2m but I'm not sure what it'll be.

I'm really hoping I can keep this up but the only way that's going to happen is I don't make it about the numbers. I have to judge my sucess by how I feel and how my close fit. Not what size they are, but if it feels good to wear them. I pray Jesus will help me stick with this and keep Him and Nate in the front of my mind when I feel like caving in. :)

Today was a GOOD Day :)

Ok, so I made it: at the Rec 4 out of 4 days :) (I've decided to rejoice in small victories!) Even with the craZy weather yesterday.

I feel good about sticking it out, but I don't want to have the idea that this is a race - not a life time journey.

I want to do well. I'm not going to beat myself up if I fall short, but I don't want to use excuses or get off track. I trust that the more I keep with it, the better/easier/consistent it will be. One of the bigger reasons is because I don't want to ever say "I was doing good for a while" or "I just quit/gave up/got frustrated"

A lot of people put up a picture of the person they want to look like, some really fit model or athlete, but I couldn't think of any better motivation than a picture of my mom and dad toward their later life, that's really what drives me: I picture my mom and how heavy she was, with all her health problems it made it tough for my dad to take care of her. - I don't want to do that to Nathan. So I'll have a picture of us and a picture of my mom and dad.

Back to today, I did 3 Essencials with Nathan tonight! :) And eating went well too :) I'm hoping to see progress, but if I make that what's the most important, I don't think I'll finish. But results would be a great motivator/reward for all of this ; )

Also, Danae's gonna start her own weight-loss deal on my berday so I'm excited to have a partner in this and we can be there for each other so I'll definintely be praying for her.

I'm going to be very careful to not obsess about the scale and I'm focusing on my measurements after a month and a half. I think the date for me to really asses my progress will be Feb 28 :) Maybe it'll help me get through March and April :)

The other dates I'm looking forward to are Jan 21, Feb 4th, and Feb 18th. I guess we'll see what happens, how good I do :)

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    I want to make some positive changes in my health by eating primaly and getting active so I can look and feel better. I also hope that by starting young I can lower my chances of health problems.

    I want to be all I can be for my God, my husband, and my future kids and I think a big part of that is taking care of myself so I can take care of them and serve God to the best of my abilities.

    I also thought I should blog about it ; ) Hope it goes well :)
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